top fan

it's great to be able to 'watch' your match last week. i may not be physically there to support you but know that i will always be your no.1 fan just like how I used to support you back in new club and all your netball matches. (ok, not all, whenever possible). since you and me are so far apart now, the only thing I could do was search and dig here and there...aha,guess what?! I successfully found the link to your livescore!!! perhaps you didn't even know the existence of the website. but ya, I was 'there' during your semis(halfway) and final. it was really awesome to see what a great comeback you've made. tough game for the first three but thankfully managed to play well for the last two. so ya, I knew you've won and wanted to congratulate you but to keep you focus, I waited for the final. based on my analysis, you were the top seed. I was already excited. at the same time, I was worried too looking at the struggle in the semis but I was optimistic. I even set alarm to wake up at 1.05 to watch your livescore, rooting you and hoping so much you will win to get the free ticket. actually i really wanted you to win so that when you watch live, I get to video call you then I will get to see you. crap, ignore my silly intention, it's nothing compared to your mission to be a better player. oh well, anything can happened in the court. even world no.1 and world champ lost in toc. so, cheer up! no matter what, you are still the best!!! never give up.,I know you won't.

a little memories to look back, how hard you've fought. 

 kan cheong to the max!

shouting in the silence is also exhausting.